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The part of me that loves So You Think You Can Dance keeps trying to make this into a really dramatic Contemporary Dance routine move. 

My brain is a bad place. :(

(via driftsmybitch)

I have come to the realization that being around toxic, passive aggressive, sniping, attentionseeking people….turns ME into a toxic, passive aggressive, sniping, attentionseeking person.

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That regret I was talking about.

What the hell was I thinking?  I suck at RP. No one’s going to tag with me.  And I can’t even decide on a canon pull point. And I suck at RP samples. And I’m a crazy terrible person and no one likes me and I should just collapse into a sinkhole of fail where I won’t bother anyone.

nellasaur:

Man, I’ve got to start trusting my gut when it comes to my fics. Sitting down and forcing myself to work on a scene or an interaction that’s not coming to me easily inevitably results in work that’s fatally flawed, ugh.

Now the age-old question: do I bother to try and fix this mot mess, or just give it up for lost?

(This is what I get for trying to work on something other than “Mercenary Medicine”, I think.)

I hate waste. I post a bunch of stuff that is pretty godawful, because it keeps me lol uh…humble? (Okay little joke there).  Truth is, I write through the stuff I find forced and agonizing, where I get less than 50 words an hour down, where I hate every sentence. You have to do that. That’s the shadow side they don’t tell you about writing. Anyone can write when those flow states hit, when it seems you’re RACING to catch the words that just run through you.  But you have to earn that in those hours of ‘butt in the chair’ struggling. 

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nellasaur:

lifeinthefastlaine:

lifeinthefastlaine:

Maybelline “Confidence” ads. SO happy with how the colors in these turned out in printing and matting. To clarify, these are not real Maybelline ads, they were created for an advertising class.

EDIT: This is important. This means a lot to me. I legitimately believe a huge mistake was made today.

These ads were a part of my portfolio into the advanced advertising program at my school. About half of the people who apply get in. I got into the first two creative classes, intro and intermediate, and I was confident I would get into advanced… especially after I posted these on tumblr and in a matter of a few hours got THOUSANDS of notes with people saying that they loved them, most people even believing they were real advertisements and not something a 21 year old student made for class.

The only reservation I had was that my portfolio was being judged by two older men. Two men who have never worn makeup in their lives. Two men who would probably not even begin to understand what this campaign means. Two men who have never been under societal pressures to wear makeup, but then being told they’re insecure for doing so.

Those reservations might have been founded, as evidenced by the fact that I did not get in. I was rejected. I got over 5,500 notes on these ads in 24 hours, yet I was rejected for not being good enough. I can’t finish the program, and I have to figure out where to go from here.

Now to the good stuff: Tumblr is amazing. Everyone who has reblogged this, whether your comments were negative or positive, is amazing. I find it truly astounding that these have gotten so much attention. These, which are advertisements selling you something, something people inherently dislike. I am humbled, shocked, and grateful. This is the first time since I’ve been in advertising that I felt like I was doing something right… that maybe, just maybe, I could make it in this industry and make a positive change.

Those dreams were squashed today. I cried, and I complained. I’m angry — but not at myself like I thought I would be. I feel they made a mistake. I refuse to believe that I’m in the bottom 50% of the people who applied. I deserve to be in that program, and I know it. Thousands of people can’t be wrong that this is a good idea. An idea that MEANS something, and idea that resonates with many people. 2 older, conventional men can absolutely be wrong when it comes to judging what makes a good makeup ad.

Here’s where you come in. Let’s make them regret their decision. Reblog this, like it, comment on it, whatever. Let’s get this attention… so much attention that they can’t ignore it. While the decisions are most likely final, I want to make them think twice. I want them to look back, and believe that they fucked up. If it doesn’t even benefit me personally, I want them to think about how fair a panel of 2 male judges is when it comes to evaluating work done by women, for an audience that consists of predominantly people who identify as women.

So let’s do this. They fucked up; I deserved to be accepted. I know it, and I have a feeling you guys know it too.

Best of luck, OP. Even if they won’t reconsider their decision, this work you’ve done is wonderful.

OP, I am so sorry they rejected you. I grew up as a second-wave feminist where a lot of these issues were pretty much the top of our minds: was wearing makeup ‘giving in’ to the patriarchy? Were you a sell out if you used concealer or anything to ‘conceal flaws’?  Was wanting to be ‘pretty’ anti-feminist? You get the idea.

What I love about your ‘ads’ is that they go right to the heart of these issues and in a sense really articulate a reclaiming of ‘beauty’ not as a ‘something women have to do if they want to be accepted in society’ (which…still goes on alas) but at least the GESTURE toward women (or anyone, really) wanting cosmetics because they feel happy with themselves. 

It says a great deal about where people stand in the ad business that they did not recognize or authorize your stance. :(  I wish you the best.

tvthesue:

tentakilrandp:

All the time, everyone in my dash is all, “Oh look, I am totally being awesome and it is completely effortless!”

And I’m just sitting here like, “Hey. WANNA FUCK?”

Ahhahaha, I feel like that sometimes like “Godammit, want to RP porn with me, pleaase want…

*sob* I AM a boring RP partner.  I want to do fun plotty things and have amazing CR but I always feel like my characters are boring (Wing is fun to RP but ‘super nice pacifist robot’ as the only Cybertronian in a game full of humans is really, really tough and I get left out of a lot of stuff) or I fail at cool things to do with them, like OH A COOL EVENT I WANT TO DO SOMETHING…*mind goes blank*

Oh god my face! It melted from the cute!!

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goddamnitriot:

jeidekka:

ocellite:

gokuma:

BRB CRYING

We also have one named Erector, too.

dying

..oh god poor soul

Someone’s probably already mentioned the canon character Valve.  Former Wrecker.  Then I think he was in Squadron X.  Brother to Springarm and Wheelarch. 

(via kusu-stash)

kusu-stash:

windwave replied to your post: ajbhsjhdnfm my LSOTW hardcover book came today…

Congrats! ^____^” wish you a amazing reading when it will come ^___^

It’s so pretty, I’m kinda afraid to open it. ; ; /derp

 jeidekka replied to your postajbhsjhdnfm my LSOTW hardcover book came today…

EEEEEEEEEE CONGRATS

GHSVHGFBJN THANK YOU, time to get kicked in the feels. ;^;

Don’t forget to read the awesome prose stories in there, too! 

ladyofdragons:

driftsmybitch:

Things I will likely regret

driftsmybitch:

ladyofdragons:

nellasaur:

catrobotorama:

Just reserved Drift at an RP

…canonmates welcome. I promise I don’t entirely suck.

This game’s going to be awesome and ALL of the people already on reserve there already are awesome and you should totally come play with us, Tumblr people!

Oh hey look… *whoop* there goes my name in the pot.

Did someone just made an invitation to tumblr-lings to join an RP???? O__O
Where do I sign? D:

A) How the HELL am I not following you already? *fixes that*

B) It’s on Dreamwidth, and a LOT of really good players are reserved already.   reserves are in the link which I shall relink here

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Oh yes!!! *_____* thaa~~nk you!!

Time to give you headaches my dear! I’m picking Turmoil: BWAHAHAHA!

Sorry… the lack of sugar is doing funny things to my head. XD

OMG Yeeees. I picked up Wing. Now I need to decide on a journal username. :D

Turmoil?  *dead of happy*. 

Oh gosh I SUCK at journal names, but you can pillage knightoflight.dreamwidth.org for icons for Wing.